My dream starts out with me and Worthless (a guy I used to date that's not even worth having a name) in a room. We aren't talking, but I know that he wants to spend the night with me. I've had similar dreams before, but with various people, but somehow Worthless steals the spot light in this one.
So anyhow, Worthless has a girlfriend, and in my dream I want to spend the night with Worthless too (usually when Worthless is in my dreams and we have any kind of intimacy I'm not into it at all and feel nothing, wish he was someone else (anyone else!), and then wake up feeling gross, but in this dream it seems that we just wanted to literally sleep). Anyhow, we're in a house, which seems to be my parents', and my Mom has put a single inflatable bed in my room, next to my bed. Through image communication, Worthless and I are able to communicate that that is where we'll be sleeping. Now, Worthless has to convince his girlfriend that for some weird reason they aren't able to spend the night together as there are only single beds. So all three of us go around looking at the rooms (and this is still through image communication) to figure out where everyone will sleep. We come across my parents' large bed and Worthless' girlfriend looks at the bed, and I say "Oh, this is my parents' bed. It's their birthday today, so they'll be using this bed later." So we keep walking, and I make small talk to the girlfriend. I just remember laughing and being nice to her.
All the sudden we've all been separated and I'm outside, and Gemini comes up and starts talking to me. For some reason she knows what Worthless and I are planning and she starts giving me grief about it telling me that I'm lying to myself and that I do actually care if I sleep with Worthless and that I've been pretending to be happy all along. I, of course, defend myself, saying I don't care whether Worthless and I sleep together and she keeps reiterating my false happiness. I see that I can't convince her otherwise, and I stand up to walk away from her, and see a pool with ice over the top of it, like it's frozen, and lots of people swimming and talking around the pool.
I go into the water to swim, and Gemini is right behind me yelling at me, that I should be looking after Worthless' girlfriend and how inconsiderate I was. Worthless sees me in the pool, and decides to join me. Gemini points out that his girlfriend is looking at us through one of the windows, so I look up to look for her. I then feel Gemini grab shards of the broken ice and go after Worthless underwater. Me and another party goer try to go under water to stop Gemini, but she's thrashing around so much that we can't get her. I feel some cuts on my legs, and then the other guy helping is able to pull Gemini up. I want to see what's happened to my legs, so I do kind of an under water handstand, and it feels like I'm bleeding. I start getting scared and I can see the helpers eyes' glaze over with white as he is sickened by all the blood coming out. Then I knew that I had been hurt badly and was going to die. I go back to my underwater handstand and my legs slowly go numb as all my blood drains out of them.
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